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Thursday, September 16, 2010
, 8:50 PM
if there was a billion wishes i could make,
i'd wish for everything but its just a wish.
wishful thinking.
another day spent. tired. tired from lies. from you. and you. and you. and you. but i'm thankful for the honesty. for this. and that. and that. and that. and also for you. and you.
sat down to think. what is life. why were we made. what is our existence for? listened to myself talk. realized i've changed. listened to myself. listened. and listened. and listened. i feel old. couldn't recognize myself. lost that sharpness alr. lost the ability to phrase. lost... lost everything.
like what cc said. sucks. it does. the world we knew wasn't a fairytale. no, it isn't at all. the sheer determination brought about by pressure to strive. lies fabricated to cover up the truth. at least well the sarcasm is gone. tempted. really tempted. it's like the forbidden fruit. damn my life is screwed. damn screwed is my life.
if you really think you're that smart cause you're in the program, ever wondered why they removed it? probably because of you. cause you see, you're such a disgrace they had to do it. and oh not forgetting you think you're great, cramming yourself with unnecessary work and lament on how disgustingly busy you are. just face it. you don't know what you want. you only fill yourself with endless temporary satisfaction that brings no joy. because you don't understand the true meaning of life. if you did, perhaps you would do things which is beneficial to society. if you really are that great, then you should really do something great and not talk about it. talk is cheap, but i can understand why. you're so cheap, even your talk is. :D smile cheapo, you're on forbe's bottom list. :D
more...?
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Thursday, September 16, 2010
, 8:50 PM
if there was a billion wishes i could make,
i'd wish for everything but its just a wish.
wishful thinking.
another day spent. tired. tired from lies. from you. and you. and you. and you. but i'm thankful for the honesty. for this. and that. and that. and that. and also for you. and you.
sat down to think. what is life. why were we made. what is our existence for? listened to myself talk. realized i've changed. listened to myself. listened. and listened. and listened. i feel old. couldn't recognize myself. lost that sharpness alr. lost the ability to phrase. lost... lost everything.
like what cc said. sucks. it does. the world we knew wasn't a fairytale. no, it isn't at all. the sheer determination brought about by pressure to strive. lies fabricated to cover up the truth. at least well the sarcasm is gone. tempted. really tempted. it's like the forbidden fruit. damn my life is screwed. damn screwed is my life.
if you really think you're that smart cause you're in the program, ever wondered why they removed it? probably because of you. cause you see, you're such a disgrace they had to do it. and oh not forgetting you think you're great, cramming yourself with unnecessary work and lament on how disgustingly busy you are. just face it. you don't know what you want. you only fill yourself with endless temporary satisfaction that brings no joy. because you don't understand the true meaning of life. if you did, perhaps you would do things which is beneficial to society. if you really are that great, then you should really do something great and not talk about it. talk is cheap, but i can understand why. you're so cheap, even your talk is. :D smile cheapo, you're on forbe's bottom list. :D
more...?